Today was alright. We did elections for student council in band, and it went pretty well. Lamar was elected president though, which pissed me off at first because I wanted Lily to win. But then I realized that he really does have that leadership quality. I hate to admit it, but I'm proud of him.

After school, Lamar, Darryl & I practiced like every scale there was. It wasn't that much fun, but I actually learned! Yay[x But then Lamar and I started arguing, so him and Darryl walked out of the back room & took a break. Then Adrian comes into the back room, so it was only me & him. O__O Kind of awkward. He came, sat down next to me, &' played with my hair and all that crap. Then out of nowhere he asked me out. I said no, of course, because he was probably trying to use me anyways.

After that, I went home. To the new house, actually. My dad was there the whole time! If I knew, I wouldn't have waited for my mom for so damn long. Ahrg. Could have called my dad to pick me up from school, but nooo I didn't know.

Well anyways, T.J is coming back from the navy![= Haven't seen him in 5867987 years! I wonder if he still looks the same, lol.

OMG! Today is soooo freakin’ hot. ): The heat is killing me. Ahrrg. Well, today went pretty well. Besides the weather, ugh. But forget about that. Jerry didn't come to school today, which is not like him. \: I wonder if somethings up. I may dislike him now, but I STILL CARE .. OH YEAH ! Jermaine finally got his hair braided! Haha, he got a bigger head now. lol. After school was probably the most fun, haha. While the drums were practicing, Jessica, Wesley and I went to the back room and “played” lacrosse. I SUCK! ): I can’t catch the ball for sheit, but Jessica’s worse. lol. Everyone who opened the door to the backroom hella got scared when they saw what we were doing.[x Then Uriel HAD to turn off the lights. He drummers came in & it was dark as hell. Anthony came close to me & kept pushing my head down. So I kept screaming. Lol. Then someone turned on the lights and Lamarr and Jermaine was arguing. Like wtf?! I don’t know what they were arguing about, but it seemed pretty serious since Jermaine was saying brack &all that shit. I never saw him that mad. :O Lamar DOES deserve to get his ass beat. So, they were still arguing and I HAD to get in it. I just told Lamar to shut up and Jermaine stopped cussing, because Lamar stopped arguing with him.(= Ha, Jermaine should know I’m on his side. Lamar gets on my nerves so much; he talks so much shit, and I can’t stand him sometimes.

My day was pretty exhausting! I woke up really early in the morning for the parade, but I ended up being SUPER late to get to school AND to put on the band uniform. Tiffany was as late as I was, so I didn't feel as bad. lol. Steven's costume was a "sexy nurse". He had the white dress, the high heels, the sexy lace stockings and the hat! Haha, he made my day. Stephen looked like a mascot with his wolf costume, but it was a bit creepy. He reminded me of a pedophile for some reason, lmao. The best part of the parade was the drum battle at the end with SDSU!<3 Sunshine won against their quint player, but Dominik lost due to the fact that he dropped his drumsticks. ); Jermaine surprised me the most though. He was up against Rob! He's like one of the best players, and Jermaine beat him. O_O Mind freak, dude.

After the parade, I went on a darn mission. lol. I wanted to go to my new house to paint my room, and Lynne and Sophie wanted to help. BUT we had to run errands! );< First we had to order food for everyone at the taco shop, then we had to go back to Lynne's house to get a cooler for beer and water. After that, we had to go buy beer and ice. We went to freakin' Rainbow, but they had no damn beer OR ice! What a waste of time. So we just ended up going to Food for Less. THen we had to go back to my house to get some shit for my dad. But finally, we got to my new house to paint. :D My room is orange and yellow! Wooo! I'm mad though. My FAVORITE skinny jeans got paint on them! AHRG! WTF!


Jermaine vs. Rob






Snare Drummers




My room! Orange and Yellow<3

STFU STFU STFU ! SHIT. Everyone just needs to shut the fuck up for once. Too much shit talking, too much back stabbing. I'm tired of the drama and stress. I have enough stress at school. Why must stress interfere with my personal life? Ugh.

I have a case of insomnia, I can not sleep if my life depended on it. It sucks, because I have to wake up early tomorrow for the Halloween parade. I might collapse and fall asleep during the parade, dude. lol Nahh, that won't happen, but it could right? .. I STILL didn't get to watch Paranormal Activity, because I've been so busy. I heard it's pretty scary, so I don't know if I should watch it or not. I get paranoid so easily, you have no idea. >__< Well, I should at least TRY to get some sleep, so I'm off! I just hope it's not hot tomorrow during the parade, that would suck.

Whoo! Just got home from the game. Fucking awesome game! We BARELY won, haha. I'm proud of the football players, they worked soo hard. I kind of lost my voice because I had so much spirit. lol! &' My sniffles are kind of going away, yay! Haha, I think losing homecoming last week was what got me sick in the first place. -__-" Now I feel better because we won today's game, lmao.

Good things don't last forever. That's something people don't understand. Just because something seems perfect right now, it won't always stay that way. It makes me so fucking mad when people think that everything's always gonna be perfect.

Well, today was the PSATS for the under underclassmen, while the seniors took the group senior picture. The process of taking the picture pissed me off. Some of the seniors are so immature that it's not funny. The lifetouch picture people came and tried for about an hour to fit all the seniors in the picture and some of the seniors [the guys] were so disrespectful. It's embarrassing to the school that 17-18 year olds don't know how to act. -___-"

Well I still got the sniffles and I'm feeling worse, UGH. Jerry officially stopped talking to me. He just stares at me, har har har. Today sucked, period. 3 hours stuck in the same class is not fun. Then Jermaine talked shit about my background picture of Tyga in 4th period. Lol.

Jermaine: Who's that in your computer background?
Me: Isn't he sexy?
Jermaine: No, what the fuck. I'm sexier.

TUHH. RIIIIGHT. Haha

Okay, so Jerry finally stopped talking to me. I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing. He deserved it, because of all the fucking bullshit he puts me through. How dare he play with my emotions like I'm just a nobody. How dare he act like I'm not important when he knows damn well that I am. He don't deserve my attention, he NEVER did.

Well, after school was like a typical after school day. Except that I suddenly caught the sniffles out of nowhere. UHHRRG. I have a runny/stuffy nose and have been sneezing like crazy! Like 8 times in a row, dude. In 6th period I was sneezing and hiccuping; Hahaha, Rosalva, Deante, Malcolm, and Trevor looked at me like WTF IS WRONG W/ YOU TODAY? So, drum line practiced, though it was only Adrian, Adonez, Dominik, Sunshine, and probably Anthony (I don't remember). Jermaine, Dante, and some of the drummers didn't even bother to show up, how nice, that is why drum line sucks this year. -.- I went to the career center with Tip &' Jessica, which made me depressed; Mr. L was asking each of us what we were doing after we graduated, and I was the only one who said "I'm not sure." I was the only one without a planned future. I have no successful future.):

Then Jessica & I went to the store for hot cocoa and a chocolate muffin, haha. It was a pretty good muffin. Then Dante's mooching ass comes out of no where and asks for some of the muffin. That whore -.- LOL. Momma finally picked me up from school, and we went to thee taco shop. Woot-woot! ^__^ I had a pretty good carne asada burrito. Blah I'm offf . I should take a nap[:

What a bummer. I was cold, we ended up losing by one touchdown, and I got sick. ): Damn it, we lost homecoming games like 3 years in a row already. I'm getting tired of it. The anticipation was killing me; when I realize that we were going to lose, I took a long look at Jerry (My #52) & felt his pain. <|3 I know how emotional he gets when he plays and how committed he is to football. I truly am his #1 fan . .

After the game ended, I had to head back to the band room. Only to find out that I didn't have my phone. I was more than just pissed off, not just because of the all emotions I felt with Jerry, but because I dropped my phone in the damn bleachers. Luckily, Monique picked it up and said that I had dropped it when I was rushing out of the stadium. I only rushed out of the stadium so that I didn't have to see Jerry heartbroken from the loss of the game. I swear I feel what he feels most of the time. We have some weird connection. .

Well, back in the band room, Jermaine official named me his #1 fan. -.- That boy is too hilarious. I have to admit, even though he's dumb most of the time, he always makes me laugh. Haha

&im offf. - Jermaine &' Jerry's #1 fan.<3 lol

OH YEAHHH! It's my playcousin's birthday ! :O Happy birthday NG.<33

"Are you supposed to get tired when you sneeze? Because I sneezed and I was exhausted!" - Jermaine

Haha, dummbass. Well anyways, I've been feeling strange for some reason. |: I'm unsure of why I am, but I'll shake it off for now. Today's a shortday which is why I'm on this instead of doing class work. Muahahaha! [x Well, bye for now.

I am so exhausted! -.- Well, let's start at the beginning. When we got to Qualcomm Stadium, the first thing that happened was sectionals. My section played with some really advanced people, & my people had no fucking clue what we were doing, haha. I felt bad, cause we sucked BAD compared to the other schools and the SDSU marching band that play the alto sax. Then Lyn & I saw this sexy guy who plays the snare drum for SDSU, so we stalked him like practically the whole lunch time. Aha. His names Rob(; But yeah, playing at half-time was a great experience. Plus, they won the game 34-17, wooo! I also got to see Andre's fatass there! I hate to admit it, but I miss his fat self. Hahaha.He was the color guard coach for Madison. (Traitor, LOL) Today was good.

Nice . . NOT ! Ahrgg . . I am stuck in school on my birthday ?!?! Not cool. So, I'm like in 4th period TRYING to do my online classes, BUT that shits not working right now. It's making me mad, because I got a 100% on my quiz but I can't submit it ! ):<

FML, dude; Not that I care about my birthday. But what hurt me the most is that the people who I love, actually FORGOT my birthday ! This day is turning out sooo nice . -.-


UPDATED: FUCK MY BIRTHDAY. The only good thing about today was talking to Jermaine.(: Other than that, it was fucking shit. My family didn't even care about today, their only focus is on my fucking stupid-ass sister. STUPID BITCH. FML .