Pfft, not even. I could care less about my birthday right now. I got wayy too much on my mind. I am really lagging in school, shittt and I'm feeling depressed again . o.o So like, I'm in class right now, TRYING REALLY HARD to make up these classes, but I keep failing the quizzes . I'm getting so damn frustrated ! UGH .

The only thing keeping me from going crazy is talking to Cortez '& Anthony<3 . Goshh, I complain to them about everything . I'm surprised they're still not tired of me yet; Hahaha.




&' I'm offf !

A trip to the eye doctor went well . Now I gotta wait for my new glasses sometime this week. But because of that trip, I missed band rehearsals for SDSU. So I don't know if I'm even going to be alive tomorrow in class, OR if I can even go to SDSU next week. o.o"

Damn it! Senior year SUCKS bigtime ! ):< SOOO MUCH STRESS & the year barely freakin' started.. I still haven't done any work like I'm supposed to, to graduate. I'm really laggin' this year. ): I got started to thinking about the people around me. Everyone is working super hard to make something of themselves, and here I am, slacking off as usual! Makes me feel pretty bad; I promise myself every single time that I'll try harder, yet I end up breaking that promise. WhatTheFuck is wrong with me? I feel like everything I do is going nowhere, because I'm lagging so much. Without a bright future, I'm just a big disappointment. .

WOWW ! I haven't blogged since forever ! It's cause I barely remember my password, haha.

Well, today was all good[: After school; Went w/ my homeboy Anthony, who I haven't seen since forever, to Jack-In-Tha-Crack; HAHAHA . The asshole kicked me out of his car, when we got back to the school . -.- Then I called my mom & she took me to Food4Less to buy me food for the game .[: When I walked in, the whole band was watching the newest episode of Glee; where all the football players dance to Single Ladies . I watched it like 2 nights ago, so I don't care . Muahahaha ! After that I watched Uriel play Chubby Bunny . LMFAO . He stuffed like 11 marshmallows in his mouth & said "chubby bunny" in spanish each time. Leslie & I hellla cried from laughter, haha . Then I just spent the rest of my time in the band room until call time; Messed around w/ people who were in there, practiced a few of the songs w/ Sean .<3[: ETC .

So then the game starts. . I talked to Catrina the whole time, haha . She's awesome !<3[: Kept my eye on my #52 the whole time . <3 Ran into my best buddy Xavier ! Ya'knoww I'm blind, so I walked passed him . ]x But he stopped me & was like "Woahh, you're just gonna walk past me?" Then I was like OHEMGEE ! Hahaha then I hugged him . We ended up winning the game, 44-7 ! I think . . Haha idc, I'm proud of my #52 .<3 After the game, I headed to Lynne's house for pho' but I didn't eat, cause I was already full . I accidentally slammed the car door on her hand . o.o OhGoshh . But she said it didn't hurt cause she's Mr. Incredible . -.- LOL I'm still worried I hurted her hand though . . Wells, I NEED SLEEP ! Today was a hella long day !

& i'm offf .