Today was alright.& apparently, it's Jerry's birthday today. I didn't say it to him though. He doesn't deserve any act of kindness from me. Okaay, other than the fact that I don't give a fuck about his birthday, ima talk about something MORE IMPORTANT. How my day went, haha.

1st period; I went late as usual. Gahh' I'm lagging. So when I set my music stuff down, and Catrina grabbed my music folder & gave it to Anthony Jay. I was like FAWKK, Now he's never gonna give it back. LOL. Then somehow my folder ended up with Wes & Lamar & they started talking crap about my section. My folder then somehow ended up with Moses(is that his name? o.O idk, but he's cute [: ). Anthony H. picked up my folder & was like Who's folder is this? Moses just smiled the whole time but said it was mine. Anthony H started laughing & was like "How'd it end up here when you sit all the way in the front." Blahh I had to get my shitt from him& Anthony H. They're all evil. Gosssh.
2nd; FAWKK. Unit test. ):< I'm mad because I didn't know about it. So I probably ended up failing. Fuuuuuu- I hate Mr. S.
3rd; Same as alwaysss. I HATE that class. The teacher blocks EVERYTHING on the computer. & I mean EVERYTHING except for fucking apex. EVEN GOOGLE IS BLOCKED. WTF!
4th; Rodolfo had on his girlfriend's cardigan the whole time. Haha, he looked soo Fabulous. [x Curtis messed with me for a little bit, but then ended up taking a nap. I don't blame him, that class is SO BORING! So I joked around with NG all period.
5th; Oh gahh. We had to do public speaking, and it was HARD. I had Ray, Jesus, and James in my group. We had to count ho9w many times everyone says "Um" in our group every time we talked about a random subject from a hat. James ended up winning with saying "um" only once. I got like 18 "um"s, including cursing when I didn't know what to say. Depressing. LOL
6th; Texted Cortez all period. :) Because I can't stand the sight of Jerry. I hear & see him all the time in that darn class. Ugh. Why must I be cursed to have him in one of my classes?.. So I went to the back where Rose was and just sat & texted Cortez, while she made a pot out of clay.
After school; Oh goshh. I sooo forgot about festival. A whole grip of white people from a different state & whatnot came to our school for festival. Because our band was hosting the festival at our school. I was actually looking forward to seeing them. They looked kind of scared to be walking into our school. Ahaha.

I'm not okay.. I didn't get what I wanted. I don't think it's ever going to happen. But I'm in denial with the whole thing. I really think it's false. I believe everything they said is false. It just can't be. Thanks Rose, for being there for me today.<3

Ahww I always smile every time Anthony Jay text me. Idk why, but he just brings a smile to my day. :) Love youu Anthony Jay<3

Blah, today was alright. We played duck duck goose today in world lit. I know, like wtf. Someone picked me & I was like FUCKKK I DON'T WANT TO RUN. I picked Raul but he was fast a hell, he caught me, I tripped and fell in front of of everyone near Ms. H's desk. What a MISTAKE. No one laughed though. They were all like OMG, ARE YOU OKAY?.. :O But when Luke fell, everyone laughed their asses off. He crashed into the metal overhead projector & everything fell on him. I felt sorry for him because it looked like it hurt. I was the only one in the whole class that didn't laugh at him.

Today was tiring. *sighh.. So Jerry gave me a hug the other day, like wtf. And it was just really uncomfortable.. He's not the same Jerry that I met last year. I don't even know him anymore and neither do I care. I have no respect for the person that he has become. I'm so glad there's only two more months until I don't have to see Jerry or any of those annoying bitches in ceramics ever again.

Okay, so i'm on my little sister's DSI as i type this. Gahh' this is gonna take forever, haha. Anyways, today was a great day despite the rain.

In world lit. we had to create an animal. Lol. I picked a name that sounded like a robot name but used it for an animal. Darnell made fun of my purple monkey & started calling me that.. ): haha. It's all boo though. Then we had to practice public speaking. Oh goshhh. It was a disaster :｜ I was doing great but then halfway, I just froze like a deer in front of headlights. I didn't know what to say and my mind went blank. I stared straight at Jon while trying to think of something to say. ): Went to Lynne's house after school for the first time since forever & ate good food B] I'm still hungryy, so i'm done for now.

Sunshine started playing on the guitar and started singing The Only Exception by Paramore. It was beautiful.<333 I should have asked him to play True by Ryan Cabrera, then I would have cried. LOL. That fawker is soo talented, I swear I'm jealous of his talent; He plays the piano, the drums, the guitar, and he plays basketball. LMAO

I finally got new glasses! Wooo! I need to stop breaking them. -.-" Ahhh whatever. I'm tired.

BOOO! Andrew was voted off. ): What a bummer.. I won't be watching that show anymore, he was the only reason I watched it.

Damn, I've been tired all week. What's wrong with me? \: I NEVER get this tired. Ahhhhrg. I'm not even stressing out, so how can I be this tired? gahh'd. Oh well. I'm finally over Jerry, & got my eyes on someone else, ha. But I'm not that much into him as I WAS into Jerry. WTF did I see in Jerry in the first place? LOL

to get my Economics portfolio project done! Ahhh, last minute, as usual. !@#$% D:< I don't even know half the shit that was assigned! asdfghjkl; goodbye future, hello failure.. Naomi & I are doing the best we can to get EVERYTHING done. Everything that we haven't done in the past 5 weeks.. Which is 80% of the stuff. AHHHH. PROCRASTINATION is my enemy.

I went 60 texts over my limit because of Anthony Jay & Naomi.. o__O

I spent my night last night talking to Anthony Jay until I fell asleep. :) Just when my day was going really crappy, he came &made my whole day better, haha. This morning, trip to dentist went well. Now, I have to go just two more times. Gahh' didn't know my teeth was that bad. ;__; 2 more months until graduation, & I'm.. scared. I honestly won't survive in the real world. But HEY, I'll be away from all the rude & ignorant people in my school. ESPECIALLY in my ceramics class. Ugh.. I HATE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM. Except for Rose, Lucy, Veronica, Marco, John, etc.

Okay, some bitch (I think her name is Kandace) got the nerve to call Rose & I rude. SHE WAS STANDING IN FRONT OF MINE & ROSE'S CERAMICS LOCKER and I nicely said "Excuse me, you're in front of my locker." and she mad dogged me and stepped aside. After I left, she turned to Sophie and said "Rude bitch didn't even say thank you."

OKAY, WHY THE FUCK WOULD I SAY THANK YOU IF YOU WERE STANDING IN FRONT OF MY FUCKING LOCKER. I DOUBT YOU WOULD SAY THANK YOU IF I WAS STANDING IN FRONT OF YOURS.

Fuck ghetto bitches. I can't stand them bitches in my ceramics class, including Jerry.