What I fucking hate the most is when people attack me for something I can't do very well. You have no right to fucking criticize me whatsoever, because you're not perfect either. So all the seniors in band was practicing a song (that I've never even seen before, but those dumb fucks wanted to play it) we have to perform for the underclassmen in the band. & I couldn't get my part right, I even ADMITTED to everyone that I was lost & didn't know what I was doing. Everyone understood that except Rifa. He verbally attacked me, trying to humiliate me. Saying things like, "Why are you still in here?! You've been in band for three years & still can't do shit. THREE YEARS." Welll, I might not be a damn professional like you, but you see, I JUST DON'T GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE. I don't live & breathe music like Rifa does. My whole life doesn't revolve around my instrument. So I just moved my stand up to block his face. Wes started laughing, & said "The barrier of safety." LOL. Wes has actually been SUPER nice to me lately, & it's kind of scary. Hahha. His girlfriend is doing a great job making him nice. (x


After school was wack. The "carnival" that they had was stupid actually. I saw a whole bunch of people I never even seen before. Like wtf, who the hell are those kids? I swear I never seen like 3/4 of the people in my school. Anywayss, when I was with Rose, we couldn't find ANYONE. We ran into Moses & his girlfriend. Ehh, she's alright, I guess. She's not that pretty, but ehh. I'm not that heart broken. Moving onnn, anyways, we spent the whole time looking for Alejandro's faggot ass. LOL But we ran into Miguel & Laura. Rose left cos she found Alejandro. Laura was like Let's leave, so we did. Walked home with those two, then somehow, Marquise was behind me so I continued to walk with him, cos Miguel's bitch ass lives like down the street from the school, and Laura parted from us a long time ago.

Omg, last night was awesome overall! L.A was fun, but tiring. When we were first going to L.A it was boring, because everyone was irritated that we were like an hour late. o.O But when we got there, we had to perform & such, & I think we did pretty darn good. Silver medal for band & orchestra, because they wouldn't give out gold because it wasn't "fair" WTF.
When we got to Knotts Berry, Monique had to get rid of her food because we weren't aloud to bring food into the park -___-" So she had to go back outside, so it was just Uriel, Moses, & I. Haha we were in line for the Silver Bullet. Then we saw Monique like 15 minutes later, like far away from where we were. She saw us, & cutted everyone in the way to get to us. She's so black. HAHAHA.
Then we went on some other rides, idk the name, I forgot, but it was fun. After the water ride "broke down" (WE WAITED FOR AN HOUR, UGH. IT DIDN'T BREAK DOWN, THEY JUST CLOSED IT.) Then we played a few games & Monique won me a Domo doll. I love her(: LOL. We ran into Yvonne & her group & our music director. They wanted to ride the Silver Bullet, but I was like NOOOOO I'M HUNGRY. :| But they had already eaten. My whole group left me to go ride the Silver Bullet again, except Moses.(: He was like LET'S GO EAT. <3 OMG he is a life saver. Hahaha.
So while searching for a place to eat, I had to help him pick out a bracelet for some girl. -.- That's cute though, it's alright. After eating, we decided to go to the arcade & play games. He won an M&M doll. LMAO. Then we ran into Tiff & Lemar. Then him & Lemar played Guitar Hero. Moses hella owned Lemar. LMFAO.
After the arcade the guys went on the bumper cars, while Tiff & I watched. Then we decided to go on the Pony Express after that. It was fun.. :D That's the closest I'll ever get to riding a horse. Hahaha! I sat next to Moses. Tiff & Lemar was in front of us. After that, the four of us went on the Rapid water ride thingy with Alex. Gahhhd, Alex, Moses & I got wet the most! >.< Tiff wanted to get wet, but every time we got to the big waves, the raft spun around & turned me to the wave. Since I sat next to Alex & Moses, we all got wet. HAHAHAHA. Lemar got kind of wet, Tiff was dry. HAHHAA So we had to keep going on it again until she got wet.
After that, we ran into Rifa, Ashley, Enrique & like their group of 10 people. Ahhh. All 15 of us decided to go on the Log Ride. I went with Enrique, Moses, Alex, & Sanisha. Enrique squished me. >.< LOL But that was the last ride we rode, & it was fun. :D So I basically spent the whole day with Moses. (: Everyone thought we like each other, but nahh. I don't like him like that after spending the whole day with him. LMAO. He;s just a friend. Lemar, was like ASK HIM OUT. Nope, don't see that happening. I wanted to win a freakin Pokemon doll, but noooo. Moses sucks. Haha

Woooo it was fun overall. (: We got back around 11, and everyone's feet was hurting soo bad. Haha Most of us were knocked the fuck out on the bus. I was too, but then Anthony Jay came & sat on me & woke me up. But he stayed on my lap & put his head on my shoulder & fell asleep. Then somehow I fell asleep, but then we woke up & he went back to his seat. Weirdo. Ashley's black self talked the whole way home. OMG, all I heard was her when I was about to fall asleep & waking up.