The world is a very small place.

Today was okay. I made brownies to school and everyone loved them. I'm a good baker! ^.^ Haha, damn am I proud. Jermaine got the more brownies than anyone though, because I'm so nice. everyone hella attacked me for some LMAO. During lunch, I went upstairs for like the first time in a loonggg time, and Marco came back from the army! Weird coincidence, dude! :D He wasn't wearing skinny jeans, which isn't like him at all, he was in uniform &' it was an adorable sight LOL! After school, I was craving some mickie d's, so I decided to go there. '& guess who I ran into? Joseph! o_O Haven't seen him for a long time! He just looked at me, and at first I didn't recognize him. Hahaha. Then he was like "Wait, do you go to Lincoln?" So then I was like WAIT, hold on, you look familiar.. "Joseph?" [x This world we live in is very small. That fucker gotta mohawk now! Aha He looks so much better now that he's older. Hehe

Yay, good news. TJ's coming home for the holidays! :) Haven't seen him for like 2 years, dude![: I don't know if I can kick it with him though. My family FUCKING SUCKS. They are hypocrites, cos they don't let me be going anywhere or do anything, yet they leave the family ALL THE DAMN TIME TO HANG OUT WITH THEIR FRIENDS, like wtf! Learn to fuckin' trust me and this family won't be so damn fuckin' dysfunctional! I'm not surprised if I do end up being "crazy cat lady" when I get older, cos' they're preventing me from socializing and keeping me away from the REAL WORLD.

They want me to do all these things for the sake of my future, but they're only destroying it. They made me so dependent, that if I were to be put in the real world, I wouldn't survive a day, it's all because of them. THEY ARE THE ONES DESTROYING ME!

Today was alright, though a little lonely. ): The day was boring until I talked to Jermaine. He's really serious about quitting drumline and switching to my section. o.o Freakin' awesome, I guess. He wanted me to give him private lessons, lol. Aha, he's entertainment. I don't know why people in band don't like him much, but to me he's pretty cool once you get to know him.(: Even though he talks MAJOR shit about some people, which makes me a bit uncomfortable because I'm nice to everyone. (But I'm glad he don't talk shit about me, haha)

Dude, I'm tired of the damn school calling my house saying that I'm always absent from school. Fuckers ):< Already ruined my damn high school life. & my parents don't believe me when I say that I DO stay in school! WTF kind of bullshit is that?! They believe the damn school over me! AHRG! I haven't even ditch for about 2 years already, shoot. The schools hella trippin.

Other than that, I talked to Jermaine todayy![: Haven't talk to him in a while.. He's considering on switching to play the sax w/ me instead of being in drumline. Wooo![: I don't think he'll last though. Aha. He never fails to make me laugh. Idk why we stopped talking in the first place o.O