So Jerry said hi to me for like the first time in like 3989058943 decades now. Goshh, and I said hi back.. I guess. He's NOTHING now, so it's whatever. Now on to MORE IMPORTANT topics..

Fuuu! D:< My parents bought my little sister a DSi, but they didn't buy me shit. WTF!! They ALWAYS lie to me. Ima start keeping track by (recording) of how many times they lie and use it against them. FUCK MY LIFE. FML Fuck my life..

Lynette and I both have a surprise coming our way, but we're not really sure of it yet. It's not really a surprise, more like fear. We're like 70-ish% sure.. &honestly, I guess we're both scared.

I am soo lagging in school, its not even funny. ): Why must senioritis strike me before the grading period is over? Econ. and World Lit. are the only two classes that I really need, so why not just give me those two periods? I'm fucking tired of my electives. Ahrg. Fuck ceramics, fuck band, fuck "credit recovery". I don't even need credit recovery anymore. I only have it because I didn't want to be put into a real class. I don't need any of those credits anymore.

So, I was walking to 5th period then this black girl comes up to me & was like DO YOU NOT LIKE ME OR SOMETHING? So I was like WHAAT? In my head I'm like WTF ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? So then she says EVERYTIME I WALK PASS YOU, YOU ALWAYS MAD DOGGING ME. So I say, I DON'T MAD DOG, I SQUINT. I CAN'T SEE.. Don't she feel dumb? Because first of all, I HAVE NEVER SEEN HER BEFORE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. -___- Dumb bitch..

Anywhoo, onto more important thing. OMG I'm so late about what happened to June.. She's in a coma.. Stay up June.<3

FUUUUUU. Cassie, Kiana, Luis, and Sherice was playing Pokemon HGSS after school today & I felt crappy.. Kiana offered to give me an extra HG because she had two, idk why. But I don't have a DS. :| GRRRRR.

My parents suckk. They won't buy me one; I have to buy it with my own money. TFWIVBCHBSKHB D:< Stupid fuckers.

Be positive, be positive. That's all I have to say. I can't be bitter about old flames anymore. Everything happened for a reason, right?

I know that you and I are two worlds apart
But you'll always be the one to have my heart
I'm gonna love you for now and forever
Cause you're my sunset

Maybe one day we'll end up talking again
Maybe one day we'll go back to being just friends
Promise to love you baby till my life ends
Cause you're my sunset

"Let me borrow your textbook for Mr.S's class.." - Jerry.
WTF?! Is that all you can say to me after 2 months of not talking?! Every time that you do talk to me, even if it's just one sentence, its ALWAYS A QUESTION. Lyn brings up my past with him ALL THE FREAKIN' TIME when he walks by us.. FUCK OUR PAST. It's dead, it' been dead. WHATEVER. ugh. ANYWAYSSS..


I finally gave Anthony his wrestling jacket back, like one month later, and it smells girly. >:) He was all like WHHHYYY?.. HAHHAHA!

I got to see Lynette todayy! :) She walked all the way to school to come get me, aha. Then Lucia, Lynette& I walked to Lucia's house. (Which was HELL because she lives UP a hill. Gahhhd'.) Then me & Lynette just fell asleep on her bed when we got to her house, aha. Just like old times. x)

Even though I didn't get to see you all day (except 1st period), Happy Birthday Anthony Jay!<3 You're finally legal. Aha.

But ima soo beat him up, because he took the only pencil that I had in my backpack. Leaving me pencil-less for class for the whole day. *sadface.



So tell me why Lynn brought up my past with Jerry. \: It sucks because everyone knew about that. Just as he walked past us, Uriel & Lynn said "Speaking of your past.. There he is." It's bad enough I have to suffer through 6th period listening in on his conversations, but people bringing up our past is just plain wrong..

Yes.. I listen in on his damn conversations and he shows his true colors every single time. &that's not a good thing. He is NOTHING CLOSE to what I thought he was, sad to say. Everyday, I hear stories from him about how he's moved on. Stories on how he has a new girl every damn day. The fact that he has a BACK-UP girl everytime for EVERY girl he's ever broken up with. Shit.. Why do I have to suffer through listening to all this?!?! What's worse is that he denied that we even had a past. Now I know where I stand.