Okay, so I went up to my cousin's house for the first time ever since my cousin's death... & I have to say, it was pretty awkward. Everyone just looked at me.. :|

I'm surprised that cousin Jimmy asked my parents about me though yesterday, which is why my parents forced me to go today. I thought he'd forgotten about me by now. O__O He asked why I haven't been up there since Shawn's death & if I was gonna have a graduation party next month. Said "No", he asked "Why". Like wtf.. Didn't know that he knew I was even graduating, LOL. Again, caught me by surprise.

After that whole thing, I went to the mall because my mom needed a new phone, but we just ended up getting the phone plan changed instead. I have unlimited texting now! :D LMFAO. It's huge for me because, I've never had unlimited. HAHAHA Then went to Walmart to buy some flats to wear with my dress, due to the whole Vans w/ my dress HUMILIATION I went through on Thursday, LOL. but the Walmart in C.Vista don't have SHIT. So we went to Target in C.Vista, it had flats, but they didn't have my size. WTF. So we had to drive all the way to the Target in L.Grove, & guess what, they had it, in my size, A LOT OF THEM! The one in L.Grove is wayyyy better. I swear.